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I'd Rather Be Flayed (Hyperbole, Not A Kink!)  

Drinkurwater 42F
20 posts
3/2/2019 7:55 am
I'd Rather Be Flayed (Hyperbole, Not A Kink!)


I recently pruned and edited my posts to make it a bit more anonymous. Not because I'm afraid of someone discovering my salacious and arousing posts (Someone's got to have a fetish for annoyed cousins and socially awkward stream of consciousness)... I'm afraid it will be hated. Reviled. Ridiculed. Repulsive. Recumbent. Restitution. I might just be thinking of "R" words. A blog centered on all those specific adjectives would be much more interesting, though.

I started writing with an idea in mind, and I will probably expound on it if I should finally achieve that threesome with two men. I have actually "crossed off" a couple of items just last night, but I use quotations because I never really did sit down to finish that list. I thought about it often, but my willingness to try anything and my need to be thorough would result in a list that rivals my last husband's criminal history.

I just want to make sure I'm not missing out, as well as keeping my ability to make snap judgements in check. I want to find out more about myself without also compromising the morals I have and the rules I've drawn up. It seems like this would be the least likely place I could look for readers and objectivity of content -- alas as I have noticed throughout life, people who live on the fringe or outside of society's sexual acceptance seem to be more accepting than the rest of the world. This is both a boon and a drawback. I can't gauge my ability on viewer count since most of my writing doesn't center on sex as a topic. On the other hand, I know (...shit well now I hope and pray as well) my Uncle Dave won't see me at the next family reunion with the knowledge that I am so sexually sheltered and organized that I've made a post in order to rectify that.

Right now I might have had less than a couple hours of sleep and my brain is about as fragmented and empty as my net worth. I cannot promise when I read this tonight or tomorrow that I won't remember half of what I wrote. Some of it is because of the reason I lost that sleep, but I am convinced that is another post or two entirely worth its own space. Regardless of the fact that last night might have been a one-off, the resulting ideas and need to just let that shit OUT will necessitate some serious thought. The obligation I made to myself to be open, consistent and generally O-fucking-kay with criticism or comments is becoming more difficult with each update -- and I'm pretty sure if this were Tinder, everyone would still be trying to decide which way to swipe while being drawn to the plane wreck that my life has revealed itself to me. I'm just lucky I don't fly.

mc_justmc 63M

3/2/2019 10:09 am

I 1st joined this site in "11" with the plan to wipe out my sexual bucket list. Fell in with a large local group and one by one wiped out each and every bucketable act that I desired. Desired isn't really the correct word because of the people involved. I never put my list up in a public forum for fear that some of my desires might turn off some of my prospective bucketeers. In the end I found little satisfaction in finishing my list and decided on trying it one more time with people I really had the desire to be engaged with. So far, my list stands un-"checked". Can somebody pass the hand lube?


mrjinpoint2 47M  
2 posts
3/12/2019 9:31 pm

Very articulate writing. It is interesting as much a blessing to engage with such a talented local individual as yourself. I've only ever read a few blogs (just was interested) but yours are deeper and seem much more real.Keep them coming! I am going to binge read them now! Thank you in advance!


Drinkurwater replies on 3/16/2019 6:00 pm:
Thank you, but i apologize for lack of content. I'm considering moving to a different general site since I'm becoming a bit more comfortable with sharing anything with the public. I do like this little niche though.

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