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Dead quiet  

wickedeasy 74F
11077 posts
1/3/2019 11:49 am
Dead quiet

It’s an odd phrase isn’t it?

There’s really no such thing as truly quiet in a house that has its own set of noises with an old refrigerator, with the wind outside, cars passing however infrequently. The pipes reminding you they’re trying to keep pace with the cold. Even that sort of energetic buzz that’s always there in your head no matter what. The tiny chit of the lighter. Your fingers on the keyboard.

But when you take away the sound of breathing life from the room, the click of nails on wood, the snurfle of an ask,…the soft harrumph of old bones settling onto layers of soft quilts. It is so very very still.

It has been two days now almost to the minute yet I find myself expecting to turn a corner, lean over the side of my bed, hear the soft chuffing as he waits outside the bathroom door just to make sure I’m coming out. He had the saddest eyes right before we decided to let him go, and I was reminded of my mother as she was dying. Her words to me. I was curled up with her in her bed, and she held my face and she said no one should have to die like this and she patted my cheek. Her eyes were clear, and she said “my good girl”.

He was my good boy. Such a good boy, always so gentle with , little dogs. Everyone knew him. They called him the Mayor at the Park. We gave him salmon for lunch. He couldn’t stand but he could eat. Smiles. Jake came to the house. He liked Jake. He licked his hands and face.

And now, my Charlie Bear is running amok. Lol. Oh yes he is. He is running free, fast as the wind, his plumed tail blowing behind him. That’s him over them in the mud. Rolling, getting stinkified. Such a good boy, such a good boy.

the house is dead quiet, with a Charlie hole in the middle.



You cannot conceive the many without the one.


wickedeasy 74F
32404 posts
1/3/2019 11:50 am

isn't he beautiful?

You cannot conceive the many without the one.


XHamburgDave 80M
10466 posts
1/3/2019 11:53 am

He is Beautiful !! Deepest condolences my Friend

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bitchkitty2017 71F

1/3/2019 12:17 pm

Its always the worst part of pet ownership saying good bye..sorry sweetheart ..


pocogato12 71F  
37235 posts
1/3/2019 12:20 pm

Oh Lily hurts for you!! I see the little devil in his doggie grin. What a beautiful
face. Thank you for sharing with us.

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AlovesA123212346 30M/29F
3 posts
1/3/2019 12:28 pm

Sorry for you lose he was beautiful and your story made me e cry


Eviloutlaw1 62M
5180 posts
1/3/2019 12:31 pm

Handsome boy he was. So sorry for your loss.


Nimothy777 67M

1/3/2019 12:35 pm

I n my life, I have shared that loss on three different occasions! Yes, it hurts, but i will remember all three until the day I die. Their personalities were so different, yet they found a way into my heart!

I am so sorry for your loss!


Sflguy04 66M
310 posts
1/3/2019 12:42 pm

I know that feeling very well. Sorry for your loss.


lok4fun500 M
51906 posts
1/3/2019 12:45 pm

He's dead quiet on my computer!!! but then my volume is turned off!
Wind!!!! Boy DO we have wind!!!! ....hair messing wind!!


superbjversion2 68F  
24388 posts
1/3/2019 1:24 pm

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Opportunity may knock only once, but temptation bangs on the door forever!


LadyLuck2 67F  
9091 posts
1/3/2019 1:38 pm

He's quite handsome! My heart breaks for you. It's so difficult to lose such a loving member of one's family and that's what Charlie is.

Never ignore those who care for you
you will have lost diamonds
while you were collecting stones


Tmptrzz 61F  
107039 posts
1/3/2019 2:50 pm

I am so sorry for your loss my friend he was a beautiful dog and I am sure he misses you very much..

Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on..


littlebbwfairy44 49F

1/3/2019 5:26 pm

sorry for your loss , he is a beauty and always in your heart


pagancountrygirl 66F
6466 posts
1/3/2019 6:11 pm

Such a sweet doggy grin. He'll be forever in your memories and heart.

Pagan
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christylovesfun 51F  
16880 posts
1/3/2019 7:28 pm

So sad. I'm sorry.

Age cannot wither her, nor custom stale
Her infinite variety. Other women cloy
The appetites they feed, but she makes hungry
Where most she satisfies. For vilest things
Become themselves in her, that the holy priests
Bless her when she is riggish. ~~ from Antony & Cleopatra


TicklePlease 56F  
13851 posts
1/4/2019 3:53 am

I'm sorry for your loss Margie.


FitAndFun321 62M  
6104 posts
1/4/2019 8:50 am

So sorry for your loss, Margie. They surely leave a giant hole in our hearts.


smartasswoman 66F  
35813 posts
1/4/2019 9:43 am

He was a good boy and you were a good mama to him! I know it'll take a while to get used to him not being around. take care Margie...


SeaGirlFL 60F
9220 posts
1/4/2019 12:45 pm

I am so sorry. That kind of quiet is the worst.

He looks like such a sweet, fun boy. I hope he finds my Max to play with...Max loved rolling in the stinkiest of stinky mud, and was so proud of himself.

Hugs to you.

"Sometimes the most productive thing you can do is relax." – Mark Black


SolarPowered0 118M
8346 posts
1/5/2019 2:07 pm



Oui…

I know.

I miss my Pups, even now--years later.

Be grateful to have had the choice to let him go. He is grateful you had it in your power to make that choice.

I was with my Pups when he closed his eyes... and I was grateful to make that choice for him.

My heart hurts for you, Oui-Oui.

Solar...



sweet_VM 65F
81699 posts
1/6/2019 3:24 am

Sorry for your loss. Animals are part of the family it is a said Day when they are gone hugs V

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Arkytek 73M
37 posts
1/15/2019 12:31 pm

Words are always inadequate at times of grief like this. May his memory be a source of joy as you move forward.


griffiththomas 63M

1/26/2019 11:45 am

So sorry dear,
I have a golden doodle on whom, as a childless man, I have lavished all of my unexpressed paternal instincts. I cannot imagine life without him. So sorry you now have to live without your good boy.


_IKanCu2_ 105M

6/10/2019 12:03 am

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Out of sight,,,





\/\ever out of (\/)ind or /-/eart.


A Most Handsome and Stately Entity ~






_IKanCu2_ 105M

6/10/2019 12:05 am


Out of sight,,,





\/\ever out of (\/)ind or /-/eart.


A Most Handsome and Stately Entity ~






amused704 60M
36 posts
8/11/2019 3:38 am

It's a dog eat dog world


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