If that's love, then I want no part... sing to me Laura Pausini...
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Posted:Feb 15, 2017 7:56 pm
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2017 6:42 pm
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If that's love, then I want no part... sing to me Laura Pausini...
I'm not in love... I'm not in love... I'm not in love... I'm not in love... I'm not in Love...
I don't want any melonlicious women seeing me...
Laura Pausini - "If that's love"
If you're gonna break my heart and leave
Make promises you don't intend to keep
If that's love then I want no part
But if you think that love sure last for life
If you believe it's more than just one night
If that's love then you've got my heart
If you rather hold on to your pride
And wipe away the tears you make me cry
If that's love then I want no part
But if you're gonna be there when I need
Someone to just hold me tenderly
If that's love then you've got my heart
If the kind of love that you bring
Comes with no demands and no strings
If in your eyes I see for sure
That you're the one I'm waiting for
I'll give my heart, my soul, my everything
If I have to let go out my dreams
Because someone I never never thought I'd be
If that's love I want, I want no part
But if you're gonna be that kind of man
Who's waiting just to take me as I am
If that's love then you've got my heart
Tell me in your arms I'll be safe, baby tell me
Loneliness I'm fear in all place
The only thing you have to do
The only thing I ask could be you
Is give your heart, your soul and your faith
And if you can't give those things to me
Then hard I just have to tell you honestly
If that's love I want no part
But if you say you finally found in me
The only place that you could ever be
If that's love you've got my heart
If that's love baby you've got my heart
If that's love
If that's love
If that's love baby you've, baby you
You got my heart...
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Her ex-husband wanted to see her today...
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Posted:Feb 15, 2017 6:54 pm
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2017 6:08 am
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Her ex-husband wanted to see her today...
She had texted me on Sunday to let me know that she wanted to be with me again...
She then setup a date for today... I accepted... we were going to meet at the Main Event.. shoot some warm-up pool before sinking the real 8-ball into that magic hole... and, then she texted me... that her ex-husband had called her and wanted to meet with her today... her day off...
I argued briefly... but, then I told her that I had accepted her as she was... without prying... knowing that she had secrets...
I told her that I respected her and her decision... then, I deleted her off of FB and erased her text messages...
Who texts a man "I can't wait to fuck you tomorrow..." and, then wants to hookup with her ex-husband from over a year ago... who does that... I surely don't...
So, I played this song all day... could have played one by 10cc... but, I didn't...
No, it didn't bother me at all...
Maroon 5 - "Cold"
[Chorus: Adam Levine]
Cold enough to chill my bones
It feels like I don't know you anymore
I don't understand why you're so cold to me
With every breath you breathe
I see there's something going on
I don't understand why you're so cold
[Verse 1: Adam Levine]
Are we taking time or a time out?
I can't take the in-between
Asking me for space here in my house
You know how to fuck with me
Acting like we're not together
After everything that we've been through
Sleeping up under the covers
How am I so far away from you?
[Pre-Chorus: Adam Levine]
Distant, when we're kissing
Feel so different
Baby tell me how did you get so
[Chorus: Adam Levine]
Cold enough to chill my bones
It feels like I don't know you anymore
I don't understand why you're so cold to me
With every breath you breathe
I see there's something going on
I don't understand why you're so cold, yeah
Woah, yeah
Woah, yeah
I don't understand why you're so cold
[Verse 2: Adam Levine]
What you holdin' on, holdin' on for?
If you wanna leave just leave
Why you wanna bite your tongue for?
The silence is killing me
Acting like we're not together
If you don't want this, then what's the use?
Sleeping up under the covers
How am I so far away from you?
[Pre-Chorus: Adam Levine]
Distant, when we're kissing
Feel so different
Baby tell me how did you get so
[Chorus: Adam Levine]
Cold enough to chill my bones
It feels like I don't know you anymore
I don't understand why you're so cold to me
With every breath you breathe
I see there's something going on
I don't understand why you're so cold, yeah
[Post-Chorus: Adam Levine & Future]
Woah, yeah
Woah, yeah
I don't understand why you're so cold, yeah
So fuck this cold world
Woah, yeah
So fuck this cold world
Woah, yeah
So fuck this cold world
I don't understand why you're so cold
[Verse 3: Future]
Never thought that you were like this
I took the tag off and made you priceless
I just spent half a mill' on a chandelier
Now you tryna cut me off like a light switch, yeah
Tryna stay, and I leave
Saying that you need some time to breath
Thinking that I'm sleeping on the four letter word
But the four letter word don't sleep
We goin' two separate ways
You ain't been actin' the same
You gotta go, but where your heart used to be
You gold dig every day
I switched the four door to the two door
'Cause I can't let my driver hear what you say
Girl I tried to give you space
Baby tell me how did you get so
[Chorus: Adam Levine]
Cold enough to chill my bones
It feels like I don't know you anymore
I don't understand why you're so cold to me
With every breath you breathe
I see there's something going on
I don't understand why you're so cold
[Post-Chorus: Adam Levine & Future]
So fuck this cold world
Woah, yeah
So fuck this cold world
Woah, yeah
So fuck this cold world
I don't understand why you're so cold, yeah
So fuck this cold world
Woah, yeah
So fuck this cold world
Woah, yeah
So fuck this cold world
I don't understand why you're so cold...
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What kind of lovers will we be...
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Posted:Feb 13, 2017 8:33 pm
Last Updated:Feb 14, 2017 6:47 pm
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What kind of lovers will we be...
Yes, I'm thinking this as I finished writing about my first intimate moments with my poker dealer... It took over a year for us to meet outside of her world... and, then, it took another month before we tasted each other's minds... before fireworks went off... before she told me so many things about herself... her versions of herself... her exes... her ... her grandkids... not everything... but, enough...
And, then... I got to thinkin'... what kind of lovers would we be... we've not said "I love you..."... I know... I've been with her... we've talked... we've texted... this is not our first rodeo... she has no expectations... she has a life that protects her from anything she doesn't want... surrounded by a fulltime job... that need guidance... grandkids that need their gramma... oh, does she love them... as I've posted in my profile... I seek women that like themselves... that seems to have shut the door on many of you... but, not all... some have been driven away by the millions of miles that separate us... and, others tease me with their delicious stories... their wants and needs and "happy endings"...
But, this blog is not about them... this blog is about the possibilities... what can we be... is this going to be a "fast and furious" set of beautiful firsts that I share with you... or... will it be one more... or maybe two... who knows what lies behind door number 3 Bob...I'm willing to explore her... the "us" of me and her... like lyrics from a Pink Floyd song...
In one sense, this song captures what I want to feel with her... what I want for us to be... like the flight of the Phoenix... like a burning light... and, we can satisfy each other's needs... yes... it could be like this... and with Svrcina singing this version... I can visualize it happening...
Svrcina - Lovers on the Sun (David Guetta cover)
"Let's light it up, let's light it up
Until our hearts catch fire
And show the world, a burning light
They've never shined so bright
We'll find a way, we'll find a way
To keep the cold night
From breaking in over the walls
Into the wild side
The hunger satisfies
We're burning up
We might as well be lovers on the sun
We might as well be lovers on the sun
We might as well be lovers on the sun
We'll never know, we'll never know
What stands behind the North
But I got a feeling
It's a feeling that's we're dying for
Just close your eyes, and hold your breath
Because it feels right
We'll keep it moving till we make it to the other side
And let's…"
This is what it felt like during our special moments...
I want to feel that way again...
She did close her eyes, but, never held her breath... she was living for the moment... she went the distance... she had the speed...
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I need you to be the keys in my ignition... that's what she said to me...
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Posted:Feb 11, 2017 8:40 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2017 7:08 pm
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I need you to be the keys in my ignition... that's what she said to me...
She'd been listening to some of the music I'd been sharing with her... Like most, she said she liked the classics... but, somehow, someway, my lovers begin to open up those music buds like other flowers on their body... they begin to allow new influences to seep thru those filters that have long been patched with band aids... to conceal those scars and memories that they so cherish... but, now... they relax and are able to form new sense memories that incorporate the mature women that defines them now...
She got up and turned the heater down... she had just had another orgasm while riding me like the wind... it was like a Krewella song... and, I thought of it at that moment...
"Say my name again
Watch me start a riot
Push me to the edge
I know you want to try it
Give me all your energy
Love me like an enemy
I know that you'll never stop
So give me your best shot
I need you to be The keys in my ignition
I need you to feed The fire in me
Cause you're still my ammunition" -- Krewella "Ammunition"
Now, we were sweaty and tired... the sheets were at the bottom of the bed... she climbed in and kissed me... not in a way to turn me on... but, in a way that said... thank you for tonight... thank you for being patient.. thank you for being you... then, she laid her beautiful body next to mine with her head on my shoulder and slept for 30 minutes...
"I run to, I run to you.
I'll keep chasing, keep chasing you.
I don't judge you love, I never have before.
We make mistakes, we leave them by the door.
I run to you love I run to you my... I'll wait for you,
I'll wait for you Don't quit on me, don't quit on me.
Please trust me now, trust me now
I won't hurt you love, won't hurt you love..." -- Missio - "I run to you"
I thought... this woman is comfortable with me... she has been pleased beyond her wildest dreams... she didn't move during the whole time... and, I rubbed her shoulder and ran my fingers thru her hair...
She has secrets... we both do... there are things that are hidden... but, I don't mind... I've never been more relaxed with a woman than with her... not my ex, not other lovers... our erotic versions of each other took over tonight... as if in overdrive... later on my drive home, I played this song...
"You never act aloud the way you appear
My every breath awakes alarms in your ears
I'm not confused, it's just you're making me think
Of all our conversations missing their link
I wanna know all the dreams that you keep beneath
I want the words that you whisper when I'm asleep
Wanna give back the things that I plan to take
And I hope that you won't care
But all your makeup's running
And I'm walking you home
And my dick takes over
And I'm thinking 'bout your lips
But we're too damn sober
For mistakes like this..." -- Prelow "Mistakes like this"
We both had drives ahead of us and it was late Sunday night early Monday morning... I made a move to get out of bed... she woke up... asked me what time it was... and, said she needed to get home...we showered, me still marveling at that beautiful body... she looking at me... and she kissed me in the shower... I said thank you before she said anything... she smiled...
We dressed and had long embrace before we said "till next time..."... not goodbye...
no more I luv yous... were spoken... this night was special...
thanks for reading...
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I had never been called beautiful... that was another first...
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Posted:Feb 9, 2017 7:43 pm
Last Updated:Mar 4, 2017 9:48 am
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I had never been called beautiful... that was another first...
As I walked towards the bed... to my heavenly creature that saw me... to my melonlicious poker dealer that wanted me... that tasted me... and, that wanted to be made luv to tonight... OMG... I still get a hard-on just thinking about it... not, like you who might get wet... I sighed... just now... the memory of her... that sweet tasting woman... she had no airs about her... I wanted her... she wanted me... we hadn't talked about next steps... we hadn't talked about anything... and, yet we were beating as one... I was in a deep trance...
When I got on the bed, she pulled off the covers... she put a pillow under her butt... she said... I want you... I've always wanted you... please... please me...
I stared in wonderment of this Aphrodite... how did I get chosen... the odds seemed forever against me... and, yet... we were at the Roadway Inn... and had taken a quick shower... briefly tasted each other... and, now... I was going to insert myself inside her... and, she was ready...
Plaza began singing:
"Bury that shit... (X 3)
you want...
...Girl, you gotta let go of the past...
...I can taste your pain...
...bring your fantasy to life...
don't lie... you want more... -- Plaza "Over"
I was ready for this moment... I wanted it to be slow and gentle... but, she had other ideas... once I entered a space that hadn't been touched in years... she began to moan... and closed her eyes... she moved her head from side to side... she was in another world... she was in the easy_going zone... she was that girl I've been waiting for... she was content to be where we were... as I went in and out of her... i sucked on those nipples that were there for the taking... they were like buttons ready to pop on a shirt that's way too tight...
I don't consider myself "god's gift to womankind"... no... I'm just a simple, flawed man... who enjoys intimate moments like this... and, treat them as the first, because... alas... it could be the last time...
I've read some of your blogs where everything is a competition... how many notches in a day, in a week, in a month... where is the passion... where is the luv... that is not for me... I'm not wired like that...
My poker dealer was all that... I am the island, you are the ocean... she moved her hips... she enjoyed every second of these moments... she came long and hard... she shivered... and, then she asked me... what could she do for me... she asked me if I wanted to take her from behind... did i want her on all fours... what would make me cum... what could she do...
Why was she so perfect... what had I seen in her all of these years... imagining what she would taste like... how her lips would feel on mine... both sets...
It had been quite some time since she had been with a man... much less a man, that was patient... a man that moved her emotionally... she would tilt her head while she listened to my point of view on something... and, then... the smile... the 'free of guilt' laughter... that is a laughter that has nothing to hide... she has twinkle in her eye... she does have another life... we are not "cookies and cream"... we have some differences... I know...
Let me re-phrase... she is not my poker dealer... that is a term of affection that I use as if to say my Aphrodite... or my heavenly creature... or that woman that sees me... I mean it in a good way...
She reached up and kissed me... and, then let me slide out of her... then, she put me on my back... and began sucking on my dick and balls... it appeared that she wanted me to cum...
Back at Applebee's I had told her that I wasn't looking for marriage and she laughed and said thank god, 'cause she didn't think she could live thru a third one... what with her buy-in to all of the in-laws she didn't think she could fit anymore in...
She began moaning again... I slowly put my hand to her butt... and inserted a finger inside her throbbing pussy... she sucked harder on my dick... when i put two fingers inside her... she exploded... with a long, slow 'ooooooh'... and then, she pulled away from my fingers...
"Almost so perfect
The way that I want you
I'm almost deserving
When I get close to you
I disappear
Lost in the waves
I go under, under..." -- SVRCINA "Island"
I was the lucky one... I had met a woman... who didn't want anything from me... oh sure... she had put me off for months... and, some of you told me to write her off... let her go easy... yes... that's what you said... but, I am not a cum and run person...
again, she asked me what could she do for me... I asked her to get on top of me... and to ride me... to take me to her world... to be my angel tonight... and...
she got on top and... kissed me... and, told me I was beautiful... I'd never been called beautiful before... I've used that term for inanimate objects or women... but, never considered it to be meant as a compliment for a man... and, surely... not this man... but... she said it... and, she meant it... as she rode me...
she urged me to suck on her tits and placed two pillows behind my head... I must be fucking dreaming... she was so accommodating... and, we were now burning up... not just from fucking our eyes out... but, because she had turned the heater on... and, now the room was hot... she was sweating... and i felt another orgasm coming as her face twinged with another pain of ecstasy... she moaned again... and this time her whole body shivered...
"Did she want me to change
Well I'll change for good
And I want you to know
But you always get your way
I wanted to say
Don't you shiver, shiver, shiver
I'll always be waiting for you
So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you
And is this is my final chance of getting you..." -- Coldplay "Shiver"
All of my fav songs were going thru my head... I was spinning... her skin was so soft... she tasted all woman.... Oh... how I luv women... I luv women so much... her lips were just right... her tongue was sweet... her breasts fit my lips... like a glove... OMG... if this is a dream... please... don't wake me...
and, with that I will leave you my little pretties...
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"Fallen Angel" - Is it ever too late to say no, or to change your mind... or to forgive and forget..
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Posted:Feb 5, 2017 12:22 pm
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2017 6:56 pm
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SVRCINA - "Fallen Angel" - Is it ever too late to say no, or to change your mind... or to forgive and forget...
I say, it is never too late to do anything... there is always time... because, we can change... we make mistakes, we are not perfect...
I was going to post another installment to the date with my poker dealer last Sunday, but, then, I read some blogs about: hopelessness, change, "set in our ways"... and, then, I came across this gem and decided to share...
As you know, I like all kinds of music... and, I like to stay current with different channels on utube and what not... Sometimes I get a song from one of you... that is so sweet... I believe in staying open to new things (I'm not going brokeback) within reason, and music is one way that I can compare and contrast the things that I liked at a younger age and the new things that I like now... I don't like everything I listen to, but, there it is... Maybe, I'll get back to my other story later today...
For the heavenly creatures that read me... This is not an oldie... it could be 20 years from now....
First, read thru the lyrics, then find it where you can listen to it... then, get in the "easy going" zone, then... wait for it... and... enjoy...
SVRCINA - "Fallen Angel"
I'm just an angel that's fallen from grace
In a weak moment, in doubt of my faith
I danced with the devil, and I'm so ashamed
He never mentioned that I'd have to pay
Oooh,
Beautiful fiction, he made me believe
Love and affection from him would come cheap
But I'm in the red, and now I'm the run
I wanna go home, I don't know what I've done
Heaven help us,
Be my compass,
Out of darkness,
Cuz I'm a Fallen angel,
Finding way back home,
Ooooh
I'm just an angel that's fatally lost
I tried to be something I know that I'm not
I danced with the devil and I'm so ashamed
Too far down a road to go back where I came
Heaven help us,
Be my compass,
Out of darkness,
Cuz I'm a Fallen angel,
Finding way back home
Ooooooohhhhh (a bunch of times)
I'm just an angel that's fallen from grace
In a weak moment, in doubt of my faith
I danced with the devil, and I'm so ashamed
He never mentioned that I'd have to pay...
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I hope that you like it...
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By popular request - My January - 2017 songlist - rated NC - 39...
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Posted:Feb 4, 2017 9:04 am
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2017 9:34 am
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By popular request - My January - 2017 songlist - rated NC - 39...
I think that I spoil you... please, put yourself in the right spot... relaxed... with your fav elixir... think of a hot, sunny, evening on the beach in South Padre Island... or Galveston... or Port Aransas -- Texas...
Then, immerse your mind in "easy going's" world... wait for it... now... you are ready...
enjoy... my little pretties... you've seen some of these in previous posts...
1. Two Feet - "Her Life"
2. JoJo - "I can only"
3. Jane X0 - "I Don't Wanna"
4. Darci - "Come Around"
5. Echos - "Leave Your Lover"
6. aftertheparty - "The Rebound"
7. XYL0 - "Setting Fires (Accoustic Version)"
8. Plaza - "Personal"
9. Sade - "Haunt Me (feat. Leroy Osbourne)"
10. Echos - "Tomorrow"
11. Hurts - "Weight of the World"
12. Selena Gomez - "Trust Nobody (feat. Tory Lanez)"
13. Abraham Blue - "Something Else (Workers Remix)"
14. HYDDE & MOONZz - "Anything you Want"
15. Fancy Cars - "Set Me On Fire"
16. Tony Braxton - "Suddenly"
17. Lund - "Broken"
18. Jeffrey James - "Both Ways"
19. Brika - "You"
20. Blackbear - "Girls Like U (Tarro Remix)"
21. Taylor Swift, Zayn Malik - "I don't wanna live forever"
Some of you have asked why I post the "Remix" version of the song... 'Cause that's the version that I enjoyed the most... I may have listened to dozens of versions... and, I find the perfect gem...
Any thoughts my little pretties?
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Hi my name is whatever you call me... here we go again..
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Posted:Feb 1, 2017 8:12 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2017 4:25 pm
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Hi my name is whatever you call me... here we go again...
I want to go back to Applebee's... yes... I have reminisced all week over that night. I listened to several songs... thinking... which ones should be the ones that we listened to... got us in the mood... and, so, I write this to fill in the gaps of our 3 hour conversation at the restaurant... She was so relaxed... she listened... she interrupted a lot... she apologized often... but, was definitely engaged in the conversation... I thought of this song... while I was listening to her...
"You can reduce me to tears
With a single sigh
Every breath that you take -
Any sound that you make
Is a whisper in my ear
I could give up all my life for just one kiss
I would surely die
If you dismiss me from your love
You take my breath away..." -- Queen "You take my breath away"
Am I smitten... I don't know... but, I did act... I did ask her how she felt about me... was there anything there... I didn't want to be a "friend"... yes, I said that...
I looked at her as a beautiful woman... and, I wanted more... she said that she would like that too...
then this song would have been right...
"Hi my name is
Whatever you call me
So let's get undressed
'Cause you look a little lonely
I'll make you scream, I'll make you laugh
Cover your body with my autograph
So let's get undressed
'Cause I wanna see you naked..." -- Kim Cesarion "Undressed"
We were sitting in a booth eating appetizers... she had a big smile all night long... and, she said she was ok with tonight... when, I heard that... i took my right shoe off and put my foot on her foot... she squealed... and, my foot went up her leg... and, she said... how about we pay the bill and figure out where to go... that's when she brought up options... and, I said how about a hotel room...
she spoke into her phone and found three options...
she was so honest... she was so sincere... words flowed out of her mouth... so easy going... it made me think what other things could flow inside her with such ease... would she be wet... would she be hot... would she be gentle... as was her nature... what... what would it be like... but, we did not talk about making love... we did not interrogate each other with what we liked or didn't like or was there going to be oral or just flat out fucking... would there be foreplay... or just jump in bed... I had ideas...
We went to the hotel... it was what we needed... it was what she hadn't had in over a year... or more... she didn't say specifically...
she had said a lot...
"All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
This is not enough..." -- Tatu "All the things she said"...
Once in the room... it was like a motion picture... well, it was cold that night... so, she turned the heat on... checked out the room... and said, that she needed to take a shower, 'cause she worked all day... and, I had just been playin' cards... there is a difference when you are sittin' on the other side of the table... as opposed to working...
the scene was quiet... with the constant whirring of the heater... and only a light from the vanity at the end of the room... where she had set her bag... then, she turned on the shower water to get it warmed up
she approached me... wanting to be kissed... needing to be kissed...
"You say that you come around, come around
You say that we balling now, you say you’re down
You just tryna come, come around
You just tryna come, come around
You say that we smoking loud, smoking loud
Tryna start some drama now, but I aint down
And You know that you love the sound, we run the town
Now you, now you tryna come around So come around..." -- Darci "Come around"
She kissed me... slowly... softly... dearly... with her hands running thru my hair... and, then commenced undressing me... first my belt... then... my pants... taking her time... she pulled down my "tighty whities" (I still wear them... some of you want me to down the wild side with briefs of color... my "fruit of the loom" work just fine for providing me the comfort that I need... tyvm... meanwhile, I removed her shirt that fit so snug over her melonfuckinglicious tits... yes, I was hard as a rock and ready for love in all of the right places... her bra was black...
Oh my... I was expecting white... it came off easy enough... and the voluptuous breasts extended their welcome out to easy going...they said... here we are... make luv to us please... although we are not siamese (just thought I would throw that in there)... but, before I could taste her breasts...
she dropped to her knees and engulfed my dick in a wet, tongue, lips and passion that told me that she was fixin' to be in heaven if not already there... the shower awaited... but, I couldn't move... her lips and tongue were erotic pleasures to my mind... she took my balls in... one at a time... and, then carefully sucked on my dick... moaning as she enjoyed what she had craved for months...
I believe she came as she pulled away from me and kissed me on the lips... and, then she backed away as I went to kiss, lick and gently suck on her nipples that were in blast off mode like my dick... somehow we went to the shower and washed off... I didn't know why... we just did... and, as quickly as we got in the shower... we got out... both still hard and ready for more action...I marveled at the beauty of her body... the softness of her skin... her real scent... no perfume... no discernible lipstick... just... a heavenly creature... all... natural woman... who sees me...
I watched her dry off as I did the same... then she went to lay in the bed... and motioned me to join her...
OMG...
I will leave you with this taste my little pretties...
I hope to finish this story soon...
what think you...
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It was a wonderful first... I will cherish those intimate moments forever...
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Posted:Jan 30, 2017 7:35 pm
Last Updated:Feb 1, 2017 7:01 pm
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It was a wonderful first... I will cherish those intimate moments forever...
Many of you said it would never happen Easy... Let her go... She is just playing you... run away... there are other fishes in the sea... yes... that's what you said... but, it was not written to happen that way...
My poker dealer texted me last week after her weekend family trip to Shreveport... She wanted to know if I wanted to go out that night... one on one... I couldn't because my grandson was getting an award at school... and, I had to go to that event... Time is my most precious gift that I can give to anyone... or that I have asked from anyone... Not money... not fame... not nothin' else... some of you would think... are you crazy Easy... women like this don't come around all of the time... melonlicious breasted women that see you... and, maybe, want you... are not something to be dismissed like others who just want another notch on their barbie doll... (I like that... another original by Easy...)... but, I am just a simple man... flawed... and, yet I do like myself... I can be with myself... like now, writing this blog... and, not feel like I'm missing something... some say that the observant ones make better lovers... I say... we let 'em go...
I asked her for a rain-check... she said how about the weekend... I said ok... what day works best for her... she said Sunday... I said... deal... pun intended...
I went to the casino yesterday and played poker for a few hours until she tapped me on the shoulder and said... "let's go..."
It was around 7:00 pm and we went to the Applebee's in Gainesville... I wanted someplace quiet so we could talk... and, talk we did while eating and drinking... and, then... like many of my stories... Ed Sheeran appeared with his guitar...
"Girl, you know I want your love
Your love was handmade for somebody like me..."
Ed Sheeran - "Shape of You"
The club isn't the best place to find a lover
So the bar is where I go
Me and my friends at the table doing shots
Drinking fast and then we talk slow
Come over and start up a conversation with just me
And trust me I'll give it a chance now
Take my hand, stop, put Van the Man on the jukebox
And then we start to dance, and now I'm singing like
Girl, you know I want your love
Your love was handmade for somebody like me
Come on now, follow my lead
I may be crazy, don't mind me
Say, boy, let's not talk too much
Grab on my waist and put that body on me
Come on now, follow my lead
Come, come on now, follow my lead
I'm in love with the shape of you
We push and pull like a magnet do
Although my heart is falling too
I'm in love with your body
And last…" - Ed Sheeran "Shape of You"
While he sang to us... I told her that when I kissed her two weeks ago... if she didn't feel anything, that perhaps, I was not a love interest to her... she told me that she was ready to have me right on the Denton square... She said that she hadn't been with a man in a long time... She said that she lived with her and we couldn't go to her place... and, that it was too cold to go outside in the car... but, she was open to ideas... We headed to the Rodeway Inn on the southside of Gainesville off of I-35. She asked if I could put some of my music on while we got to release years of pent-up frustration... I happened to have some songs on my phone... the first one that came on was this one...
"He deals the cards as a meditation
And those he plays never suspect
He doesn't play for the money he wins
He doesn't play for the respect
He deals the cards to find the answer
The sacred geometry of chance
The hidden law of probable outcome
The numbers lead a dance
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
He may play the jack of diamonds
He may lay the queen of spades
He may conceal a king in his hand
While the memory of it fades
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not..." - Sting "Shape of my Heart"
As this song played... she came to me and kissed me as if it were the first time... gently... slowly... softly... opening her lips and inserting that wonderfully flavored tongue inside my mouth... turning her head from side to side... breathing ever so slowly... eyes closed... and, then she began undressing me....she was not in a hurry... but, she was on a mission... there were no wasted motions... it seemed that every action on her part caused a reciprocal action by me... a touch... an embrace... a kiss of the forehead... a kiss of the eyelids... a gentle breath on her ear with my tongue teasing the contour of her beauty... my belt hit the floor... I continued to kiss her and my lips tasted her neckline... her eyes were closed... she appeared to be ready for what may come...
and, that is where I must leave you my little pretties...
there will be a part II...
has this ever happened to you...
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A couple of blogs inspired me to write this... I luv women.
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Posted:Jan 28, 2017 8:45 am
Last Updated:Jan 29, 2017 7:56 am
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A couple of blogs inspired me to write this... I luv women.
I read one of my fav bloggers the other day, and she had posted a beautiful poem written by another blogger... then, she wrote a companion-piece to the poem... It was beautiful. They have different writing styles, but, somehow I felt that the whole was just as good as the two individual components... not an easy thing to do... and, therein lies the challenge... she accepted the challenge... once something is written, let the criticism begin... wonderful!!!
Both women are intriguing to me and they have an incredible way with words...
Their hot bodies entice... but, their prose keeps me coming back for more...
So, I scoured the internet looking for that right set of lyrics (it is not easy to do...) but, I like the challenge... I need familiar sounds and words to soothe me... to move me... to set the stars right...
I have many songs... but, some of my fav singer/song writers don't write to my heart's content on a daily basis... they may go years without that special, easy going gem... and, that's ok... I am patient...
Then, I found this one after listening to dozens... the music jumped out at me... then, the lyrics sealed the deal... I have listened to this many times... (I'm not going to proclaim my eternal love to Laura Hahn... well... not just yet... I may be fickle, but, not that fickle... I don't think)...
Ficci - "Flutter" (feat. Laura Hahn)
See thru your eyes...
when you're awake...
I count your thoughts...
thru each day...
do you feel contagious...
'cause I feel you...
under my skin now...
our memories engraved...
dealin' without...
I see static...
the world is yours...
I tremble to sleep...
I take my course...
I never knew...
just what you meant...
put the light breeze in...
it's heaven sent...
can you hear me...
nights turn into days...
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Maybe, you can give this a listen... are you heaven sent...
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What's wrong with being the rebound person... that's what she said...
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Posted:Jan 25, 2017 7:58 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2017 3:14 pm
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What's wrong with being the rebound person... that's what she said...
She could tell that nothing was going to change my mind after she vanished a couple of years ago... I thought about it after she finally got up from the table...
I didn't expect her to pick up the tab... it was $100. Why did she think that coming into that restaurant looking like the heavenly creature that she is... wearing that blue outfit... chanel #5... with her melonlicious breasts swinging from side to side as she tried every angle... begging... lying... promising... guilt tripping me... demanding... implying what did I have to lose... please... was going to make a difference.
I did give her credit for trying... but, that's why I say we should cherish our intimate moments with our lovers, because it might be the last... so, make it like the 'first' time... make it count...
"Baby I know you want someone
To tell you that you've always been right
But baby I've got news flash for you
I'mma bring it down for you
I know you're lonely
And you're looking for someone new
He don't treat you right no more
He don't treat you the way that he should
Cause I know you're lonely
And you're looking for someone new
He don't treat you right no more
He don't treat you the way that he should
You gon' call him up and he won't answer for you
You gon' ring him up and he gon' ignore
He be with everybody else but
He leaving you at the fucking front door
I would never do that to you
I could never leave you behind
Baby you need someone new who
Isn't gonna waste your time
Baby you should know you got options
I could be the one who callin
I could be the one who got you
So tell me why the fuck you stalling..." - Aftertheparty - "The Rebound"
Don't get me wrong... I luved her... and, I could have done her... right there and then... but, it didn't seem right to me... you know... like when you expect a lesser grade of champagne to have no aftertaste... but, it does... or when, you've been waiting for that right moment to read a letter or a message from that sameone... only to find out that it's the electric bill or some kind of spam...
and, that's all I've got to say about that...
what do you think...
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I'm not above love... this one's for you...
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Posted:Jan 23, 2017 7:28 pm
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2017 5:53 am
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I'm not above love... this one's for you...
thanks for those blogs that you've written especially for me... I don't need no stinkin' pictures... I just need the emotional stimulation...
I need what's after the cum... what's after the touching... the kissing... the caressing... the sweat... the taste of your essence... your breath on me... both sets of lips so wet with your passion... yes... what's after that... it does matter...
I'm not above love... that's what I'm listening to right now... why can't it be with you... why are you so far away... yet, your words rock every inch of my cock (I never use that word... but, it rhymed so there)... where was I...
Oh, I'm so in love with you... is it really you that I love... or just the thought of you... the thought of your tongue and lips running up and down my dick... licking and sucking all of me... oh... this madness... are you robbing my heart like a bank... no thank you... wait a minute... use me... I don't care... just lie to me and tell me I'm the only one... for this first... (this song is on re-wind)...
AlunaGeorge - "Not Above Love"
I don't usually go all in, babe
But you're a hum that I had to play
And you took me all the way
Make me lose more than I could win, babe
And I really need to let you know
I'm not above love, I just ran out of it
I'm not above love, so it's not like I don't care
And I know you're thinking the worst of me
But I hope one day you'll see
I'm not above love, I just ran out of it
You keep robbing my heart like a bank
And I only got myself to blame
You keep robbing my heart like a bank
No thank you, no thank you
I'm not gonna call you in
'Cause you're taking everything
You keep robbing my heart like a bank
No thank you, no thank you
I don't usually overdose
But you're a drug that I had to take
Another fix, I couldn't wait
Now the edge is far too close
So I…
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well... my little pretty... am I addicted to you...
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Do you ever read blogs and think... yes... I want that... or let me feel your pulse
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Posted:Jan 21, 2017 8:13 pm
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2017 4:12 pm
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Do you ever read blogs and think... yes... I want that... or let me feel your pulse
Well that's what I've felt these past few days reading your posts...
I feel that you are confused... missing something... wanting someone to be with... someone to hold you... someone to luv you... not forever... just for right now... whatever is ailing you, will be removed temporarily... you will be taken and not wasted... but, the two of you will share that pulse...
Why do we sometimes focus on the negative side of things... why can't we just get along... why can't we be positive...
the easy going way is a gentle journey into your emotional pulse... into those senses that say... come with me... take me where you're going... or... maybe, take you where I'm going... just as long as there is no bad news... don't let me waste you...
The lyrics to the song I've had on re-wind today might make for a perfect Haiku...
They might also soothe you... move you... relax you for a brief respite from what is troubling you...
please give it a listen...
IDER - "Pulse"
Turning to the blackness
to the blackness
Waiting for the bad news
for the bad news
Gave myself to madness
to the madness
Craving for the bad news
for the bad news
Turning to the blackness
Waiting for the bad news
Gave myself to madness
Craving for the bad news
How far, if you do?
How far?
Show me how to hold you
Show me how to hold you
Take me where you're going
Don't you let me waste you
Holding to the deep end
I'll let go if you do
Whole blood running through me
Floating wild and I'm free
Take you where I'm going
I won't let you waste me
How far, if you do?
how far?
I'll follow the madness behind you
I'll follow the mad
Show me how to hold you
Show me how to hold you
Take me where I want to
Take me where I want to
Turning to the blackness
Waiting for the bad news
for the bad news...
What say you?
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